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(Wednesday, March 28, 2007/10:32 PM)

SaturatedDivinity
Happy Birthday Kee. (= I still owe you 5 more "noob" calls so here they are!

Kee you noob.
Kee you noob..
Kee you noob...
Kee you noob....
Kee you noob!

It's pretty pointless to say I didn't copy and paste them. How would you know right? =P Anyway, if you're thinking I'm that lazy nah. Stretching my fingers is more painful than typing it out slowly.

Yesterday morning Elsufiyan showed me some lame calculator trick where you make the calc crash and restart. =P Hey what'd you expect, at least it can be used to pass time. ^^ Now I'm an expert at it despite the fact my calc is slower. =D

Okay, enough with the geek stuff, hmm today.

Nothing much, class was as usual. Me and JingSheng got picked on by the Physics teacher, the English teacher, the Geog teacher(okay, not so much ^^). Man, they're biased against us. >.>

When school ended after a biurette crashed behind me, we went back to class to train Nick Chan in drills. He did erm...4.5 push-ups the whole time? xD He couldn't even get to "B" of the ABC push-up. (=

Sigh, anyway, it's time to talk random. =P

[Disclaimer: If you dread all this crap, scroll past all italicised words and read only the ones that are...erh...non-italicised? Unless you're interested in this stuff, then do pay large attention to italicised words AND LETTERS. =P]
So, what's trust and dependency gotta do with today?

What makes you think I copied or not?

How would you judge with no evidence? No substantial?

The human mind can be really stupid at times. Often it's just a wandering hitchhiker, waiting to be picked up by someone else. When picked up, both the hitcher and the driver must trust each other, because they're on a truck or car that's headed down the road called life.

Along the way, lots can happen. More hitchers can come and barge into the one-way relationship(man, i'm not just talking bgr ><) and accidents also happen. The hitcher may betray the driver and vice-versa. Like I said... How would you know? And even if it looked like this person did it, you can never be sure. This is because we are all human, and we make mistakes judging too.

And sometimes the mistake can be pretty severe, so much so that you just wanna blow up the car and die in it, or kill yourself with carbon monoxide, no I'm not suggesting ways to suicide. It's a grevious mistake, but a mistake is a mistake: once it is committed, you can't turn it back.

But don't look at all of the bad side too. Some cars or trucks actually make it down basically the whole road, and the community in it live in almost-perfect harmony. Sure, we all still make mistakes.

But the people in there know how to apologise for it and make an effort to correct themselves. It's how people trust each other. It doesn't just topple with 1 pillar. Just like how the bicycle can still move with 1 wheel, only it needs more skill, or time to fix the 2nd wheel.

So after all this, I'd like to ask a question.:
How long is the road?


Ack, sleepy >< It's more than enough craptalk to fill the page anyway. (=

And here's a random phrase to end it off, remember what I said about the disclaimer?

"Klarence inserts the key into his house door, turns it once, and removes it habitually."

Sigh, it's a new day, it's a new year. (=


(Monday, March 26, 2007/8:38 PM)

Forgot
Erh, must rmb to update. >< Not much to say anyway, letsee...

YESTERDAY
You guessed it, just played all day. (= At 4 I went out to get a haircut, which doesn't really help the fact my hair still sucks now. =P
Apart from that, for once I was INVOLVED in shopping for groceries! xD
Well if you count 2 boxes of cereal and 2 tubs of B&Js "involved". (=
So once we were out and back home I played AGAIN, naturally. =P Hey whaddaya expect?
At 10, I stopped to pour myself a bowl of Waffle Crisps, is that what they're called? xD
At 10.20, I finished watching some chinese movie bout' vampires when I changed over to Channel 5 annnnd.
Crap.
I missed 20min of Ugly Betty!!! >< ><
Oh well.
Watched it till the end.
Ate my cereal. =P
And went to bed. (=


TODAY

Went to school, raining like mad. Loved the chapel session today. The chap who was sharing was a wonderful guy, and although he was shaking and sweating, he did an awesome job. (= It's not really often you get courage to tell people you have beat people up, even killed them. Robbed, went to jail, and so on. >.> But he did it anyway, gj. (=

Went back to class, Nick Chan had to explain for the 3 of us why we weren't at the Track&Field. Well, we got excused, and it was worth listening to the *koff*NEW*koff* trademark. =P

The rest of school was pretty boring, everything went as usual. Oh except there was no viola class, brought my IMPORTANT INSTRUMENT for nothing. =.= Ah well... (=

So I got home and back to playing...AGAIN. xD

Okay time to get back to my game, chatchya. (=


(Wednesday, March 21, 2007/9:08 PM)

101
Another quizzy time! Coped from exactly the same person as before. And I'll include 1 of my own, see no fully copying. xD

{-
stuff you have eaten/drank over the
past one week.


[x] water
[] orange juice
[x] milk
[x] soda
[] beer
[] champagne
[] any other alcohol
[] v8
[] raspberry tea
[x] grape drink
[] cranberry juice
[x] apple juice
[] capri sun
[] hi-c
[] chocolate milk
[] strawberry milk
[] coffee
[] lemonade
Total: 5

[] pizza
[] tacos
[] burritos
[x] rice
[] beans
[] burger
[] fries
[x] lays
[] baked lays
[] subway
[] burger king
[] mcdonalds
[] wendys
[] checkers
[x] ham
[x] cheese
[] hot dog
[x] chicken
[] turkey
[] beef
Total: 5

[] rice/soy cakes
[] chocolate cake
[] vanilla cake
[x] other kind of cake
[x] bananas
[] strawberries
[] grapes
[x] chocolate ice cream
[x] vanilla ice cream
[] strawberry ice cream
[] other kind of ice cream
[x] spaghetti
[] spagettios
[] fetuccini
[] another kinda pasta
Total: 5

[] sushi
[] shrimp
[] lobster
[] crab
[x] fish
[] mac n cheese
[x] cookies
[x] pork
[] snack cakes
[] popcorn
[] ramen noodles
[x] cereal
[] crackers
[] tiggers
[x] bread
[] marshmallows
[] oats
[] grits
Total: 5

[x] peanut butter
[] jelly
[x] peanuts
[] sunflower seeds
[] chocolate with nuts
[] popsicles
[] lettuce
[x] eggs
[] bacon
[] poptart
[] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 4

[] pudding
[] cheesecake
[] arbys
[] CADBURY chocolate
[] granola bar
[x] mango
[] pineapple
[] peach
[] chicken sandwich
[] baked potato
[x] other fruit
Total: 2

add together and times by 2.
30% and under - you're anorexic, or
close to it
32% to 74% - you're normal
76% and over - sorry you're a fatty
-}

o.0 52%
This survey doesn't really work actually.
I eat the same stuff in bigger amounts. =P


Next!
Well actually, I dunno what to do =O
Tomorrow then! xD
It'll be a brand new day.


(Friday, March 16, 2007/9:30 AM)

Centennial
Yay, 100th post! =P

Hmm letsee...

Today I was busy rushing my chinese compo. =P Lucky enough I managed to finish it. xD
And man, I get picked for debate and I have to do some lame research on erh, euthanasia...>< Lucky I have to go for chamber which I DON'T have to go for. =P Oops, shhhh. =D During English, trust my big mouth, I had to say "apple or orange" after Kevin Ng explained the "PEEL" method. So I got to stand, yipee. -.- And I got 60 for amaths. Wow... =P Well I'll do better next term, I hope. ^^

Ah, no time for fun, letsee...


*Coped from ruifen, all of you never do anymore, who else to get from? =P*

THE LAST PERSON:

1. You hung out with?
Dunno, erh, Matilda cause' I had to hand her song lyrics? ><

2. You texted?
sheesh. this i shall not say. =P

3. You were in a car with?
me dad.

4. Went to the movies with
ruifen.

5. Went to the mall with?
whole family. -.-

6. You talked on the phone to?
kee.

7. Made you laugh?
erh, dunno. ling with his "lomance"? xD

--

WOULD YOU RATHER...

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
erh, nose. tongue can lead to fatal bleeding. ^^

2. Be serious or be funny?
funny. ofcourse. =P

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
whole. i never drank skim milk. (=

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
shot. in the throat. and still live through? xD

5. Spend time with your parents or your enemies?
parents. (=

--

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
sun. cause' no sun=no moon!
i'm smart =P

2. Winter or Fall?
winter. frankly i've never seen either. the snow at lijiang doesn't count -.-

3. Left or right?
left. cause' i look at it more(at the watch).
i'm lame. =P

4. Sunny or rainy?
sunny. cause' i never carry an umbrella around. =P

5.what time is it?
10:39pm

6. Where do you live?
erh, singapore? bukit timah road? it's not that hard to find. =D

7. How many kids do you want?
frankly i dunno how to answer this.
2? 3?
more siblings=less spoilt.
then again no kids=relaxed life. =P

8. Do you want to get married?
eh, okay i also dunno how to answer. (=
just help me fill this blank in _______. there's your answer! xD
okay i know i'm lame, dunno what's with today. (=

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl.
why cut? it's cruel. =P

11. Favorite ice cream?
dunno, choc chip? vanilla? cookies and cream? =P

12. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
1 but it's in the fridge.
Koko Krunch! xD

14. Current mood?
half slack half uptight.
cause' i needa do the research on euthanasia but i'm here typing instead. =X

--

IN THE LAST 98 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
nope.

2. Sang?
ofcourse. (=

3. Been hugged?
if you count nathaniel giving a big hug to fight his way to the water cooler. then yes. =P

4. Felt stupid?
when does one not feel stupid? =D

5. Missed someone?
hmm.
maaybe.
but no.
i was just kidding. (=

6. Danced Crazy?
erh, no? xD
i can't dance for nuts, or maybe it's just cause' i didn't learn the moves. =P

7. Cried?
nope. (=

8. Lied?
sheesh ofcourse. i'm lying now, can't you see? xD
-}

Okay, time to rush the euthanasia. =P
seeyas. (=


(Thursday, March 15, 2007/9:28 PM)

Centennial-1
Yay, 99th post! (=

Okay erm...hmm...

I have lotsa stuff to talk about today.

Unfortuntely, I don't wanna talk about them, cause' im doing my holiday homework. =P

So okay, just a few sidenotes to end this omg-99th post =P :

1) Lucky for me, I don't own an ATM card. =P
2) I don't know how to order movie tix, man i feel too useless. ^^
3) The lift doesn't hate me. =P
4) No, KBOX is a pub. xD
5) I can't be bothered aiming but my shot always hits the enemy somehow. =P
6) Never eat a whole plate of chocolate icecream and chocolate cake with a fork. xD Then again if you ate with the spoon you'd end up the same but hey, it's a spoon. =P
7) The Heeren should be more sensible and put gents and ladies on the same floor. Man they're outta space or something. =D
8) I'm very good at remembering what floor the movie is. xD
9) And again, the lift does not hate me. ^^
10) I never knew they flashed a light when they were seating your movie.
11) THX is on one of the "Now Showing" boards. It always is. Emmy award for Shortest Recurring Film...hmm...(=
12) All the cool movies with high ratings are in front, your PG stuff at the back. xD
13) Don't they turn lights on in the theatre? (=
14) I love the Shrek Version of the THX. xD
15) No it's not cold, you don't need a sweater in there. =P
16) The Messengers is not scary. Man, it's only sunflowers and crows. You don't need to cover your eyes with 1 hand everytime it looks like something's gonna happen. xD And don't shut me up when I confirm the fact it's not scary. =P
17) Yeah seriously, it's not scary. =D
18) The lift hates no one this time. (=
19) I got 5 free grams of Famous Amos Cookies! xD
20) *At Bugis* Where the hell am I? Why is the train station filled with uncles, aunties and children? Why's the BUS STOP filled with aunties, uncles and children? Aaaah! =P

Man that was pretty long. (=
But it's all crap.
As crap as any 99 posts can be. ^^


Take a chance,
Grab a piece.

Help me to believe.


(Wednesday, March 14, 2007/9:08 PM)

TwistPt.2
I'm currently bored again and thus I'm picking up on my rubik's cube! Again...hence the title ^^

Argh, then again, I give up for today. =P

Alright, today...went to school a lil' late. Attendance marking didn't really matter. (=
And we got arranged again. ><
Jackson and I got pushed aside for awhile cause' we were "reserves" and sorta confusing the process, yeah right. =P
So we sat down at a corner. And guess what? They forgot all about us. xD
Therefore for the next 1 1/2 hours, it was stoning session. -.-"
And after 1 1/2 hours, we had a short break in which we later proceeded back for another 2 hours of rehearsal. This time we sat in anyway. And now these 2 hours were pretty short.
Hey whaddaya expect? Compared to the stoning session, this 2 hours is cake. (=
Finished rehearsal at 1+ and headed home. Played WoW abit then just roamed about here and there thinking what to do next. Bah, i'm sleepy. (=


Cause' we're all we got on this bouncing ball.


(Tuesday, March 13, 2007/5:43 PM)

Free
Sigh...back to school. (=

Day 1
Go to school. -.- Was supposed to have piano lesson at 4 and I thought today it ended at 2 but lo and behold! The piece of paper said 4...=X
It didn't matter anyway, lesson get postponed to tuesday(today) which i ponned anyway. ^^
Not really anything else, just hard rehearsing and being requested to practice every 5min during sectionals. Other than that sectionals was fun. We just turned on the comps till it ended. xD

Got back home(with my report book, sry Jack =X) and just started to play WoW. (=


Day 2
Sigh, today...
Arrived at the audi and took out my stuff. Rehearse like mad again, break comes and goes like lightning. Lunch came and when it went...-.-
At 2something the so-called "president" comes in and announces that our attendance is like "shit", better come if you go under 80% attendance youre kicked. So on and on he ranted. Just admit it, if we don't have enough people we won't be able to do syf as well as we're supposed to (no insults zomg don't misunderstand >.<), so can't you say it nicely, please? =P Like the conductor, he's always a niceguy. ^^
So at 3 we left since there weren't many people left anyway. Was told that rehearsals end at 1 tmr. Hope so...=P
Anyway, back home to find there's no maintainence tonight. How weird though, I don't even feel like playing. =O

That's it.

Something's bugging me.


"Let's start at the start
Build a masterpiece."


(Sunday, March 11, 2007/11:13 PM)

Crusade
Nothing much happened today. ^^ Hmm letsee...

WoW in the morning.

WoW in the afternoon, before I got cut short at 2pm by my mom to go to the bloody library. T.T

Borrowed 1 daredevil comic book, only to finish it when my family's still shopping in ntuc...sigh...

Head down to 7 eleven and buy 1 bar of Hershey's cookies and cream that cost $1.65, ate the whole bar in what seemed like 2 hours chunk by chunk, and they still weren't finished yet.

Go into ntuc and find them looking at the milk. Then suddenly we end up buying 3 more packs of cheese. Argh. =P

Back home at 6+ and WoW again! xD

Hopefully tmr would be more fun. (=


"Time is gone and time will tell
What everybody knows.
Little do we'll have to find
To let this feeling grow."

"Give it some time and we will see
What stupid does for me.
Oh I will find another way."


(Friday, March 09, 2007/11:23 PM)

Bounce
Weird last day of school. (=

Morning: Took my instrument along instead of ncc bag cause' of ytds announcement, heard something about syf and so i decided to go there instead. =P
After reaching school and hurrying my reflection, there was something in the morning announcements about some lost phone thing. xD

Midday: Got back report book to find the 1 comment I had had my name spelt wrongly. =P Handed the report book back to the teacher, lesson carried on as per-normal. (=
Was supposed to leave at 11:40, but I decided to stay for bio prac cause' it was fun. ^^
40min into bio prac, I just finished my worksheet and took leave. Rushed back to class and stuffed what looked like my report book and all the other stuff into my bag. Then I rushed off the the chamber place.
About 10secs after I got onto the bus, melweh sent me a message telling me my report book was in his locker. Okay great, I looked into my bag and JACK's report book aah~! xD Rushed outta the bus and was almost to the old block when it suddenly hit me that I would be coming back this coming Monday anyway so what's the rush? =P So I rushed back to the bus. All that stupid running for nothing. ^^

Afternoon: Arrived at SingaporeConfrenceHall. Memories!!! >< I tried not to think and just played normally. Luckily, the conductor is a tall guy so no trouble concentrating on him. =P WEll not until he asked us to play without conductor...-.-
At about 3+, the non-March Concert ppl were dismissed (including me) and so I got out of the place and had to lead one of my buddies to the MRT. Used the exact same underpass. Sigh...><
The weird thing was that the top floor was under construction. I don't remember it being u/c last time, but then again, how many months ago was it? =/

How weird isin't it, it means so much to you.
Yet the people surrounding you just walk on, it's not a part of them.
But they are supposed to feel for you, aren't they?
So are you decieving yourself?

Or are the people deciving themselves?


Or is the world deceiving us all?
5 more ^^


(Thursday, March 08, 2007/3:43 PM)

InternationalWomen'sDay
Yes, today's the day. =P

Alright, today was pretty boring. Went to class and picked up some sticker we were SUPPOSED to wear on out shirt or something but it kept slipping off >< So I stole Kee's and put it on my waterbottle. Serves him right for not wanting to wear one...=P

Alright...let's do some research!

"The first IWD was observed on 28 February 1909 in the United States following a declaration by the Socialist Party of America. Among other relevant historic events, it commemorates the Triangle Shirtwaist Factory fire (New York, 1911), where over 140 women lost their lives. The idea of having an international women's day was first put forward at the turn of the 20th century amid rapid world industrialization and economic expansion that led to protests over working conditions. Women from clothing and textile factories staged one such protest on 8 March 1857 in New York City. The garment workers were protesting what they saw as very poor working conditions and low wages. The protesters were attacked and dispersed by police. These women established their first labor union in the same month two years later"

"The day remains an official holiday in Armenia, Azerbaijan, Belarus, Bulgaria, China (Half a day), Cuba, Kazakhstan, Kyrgyzstan, Macedonia, Moldova, Mongolia, Russia, Tajikistan, Ukraine, Uzbekistan, Eastern Europe & Eastern part of the world and Vietnam, and is observed by men giving the women in their lives - mothers, wives, girlfriends, colleagues, etc., flowers and small gifts. In some countries it is also observed as an equivalent of Mother's Day, where children also give small presents to their mothers and grandmothers."

Well seriously, who started all this? =P

And more seriously, why don't we get a holiday? >=(

Okay okay, pretty bored now, I'll go blog later, when I have something to talk about at least...^^


Countdown on 7!


(Tuesday, March 06, 2007/9:27 PM)

Drag
I'll be coming back tmr to post. I'm not currently crammed with maths problems to do. (=